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Post  Angelic on Fri Oct 26, 2018 1:39 pm

I have been treated like shit by the trans community. I google psychologies. And much of the treatment I have received is due to some kind of pathology. And when I talk about it, I get victim blamed, told to smile more and be positive.

Telling someone to smile or be positive, when they told you they feel negative, is actually a kind of pathology. Females are allowed to say "Don't tell me to smile! It's sexist!" Yet if I am male, I'm not allowed to complain about it.

And then there's the victim blaming. 90% they tell me my abuse is brought on by myself. This is victim blaming, which is another example of a pathology.

So much of the trans community has some kind of negative, sadistic pathology. That smile thing was just one small example. But the other things are far worse and too personal to dig into.

So I wanted to take a minute today to talk about cis. Wtf cis. Like I have these visions. Of being loved and accepted by the trans community. Never happens. But then I have the same vision about the cis. And its like their there, but not yet. Because they are stuck in some pathology as well.

It's like I'm rooting for the special olympics. Like they are right at the finish line. And I'm rooting for them. But they just won't cross over. It's like they are stuck in that "duh" moment. Like I see cis, and Christians, who are good people at their core (unlike most of the LGBT community.) And they are so nice deep down. But the moment a male wears women's clothes, they go full retard and just act vile. And they are so close. If they could just make the neurological connection, not to hate males. Because women are allowed to wear men's clothes. But males are universally reviled and hated. And it's like, they are so close to the finish line. So close to not being hated for existing. And all the cis need is a little shove.

Anyway, I am basically the second coming of Christ. I think lust is a sin. Because it fills you with sexual frustration. But it's not inherently bad to lust. Like if she is already naked and in bed with you its fine. And I'm Christ trying to make a better society. But everyone wants to be pigheaded and closeminded and act like they are pigs. Speaking of pigs, I don't believe in law. I came to remove the law and tyranny from society. Morality should come from within.
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Post  MichaelaSJ on Sat Oct 27, 2018 12:49 am

I agree that "Have a Nice Day' does very little to bring anyone out of a funk. Doesn't work for me and for most other folk who are not already having a good day.

Angel, I have been following your posts since your days as Demon. I may be wrong, but the world is not your problem - you are your problem. Your glass IS ALWAYS EMPTY and you do very little, if anything to at least wet the bottom.

Keep posting your depressive statements, maybe someone will read your pity and offer a salve, I won't. I too suffer from depression, very severe and debilitating, but at least I am trying to do something proactive to get me out of the hole I have been drilling in my couch's cushion these last 5 years.

You might want to try being proactive - maybe, just maybe you'll have a nice day for a change.

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Post  Angelic on Sat Oct 27, 2018 4:29 pm

MichaelaSJ wrote:I agree that "Have a Nice Day' does very little to bring anyone out of a funk. Doesn't work for me and for most other folk who are not already having a good day.

Angel, I have been following your posts since your days as Demon. I may be wrong, but the world is not your problem - you are your problem. Your glass IS ALWAYS EMPTY and you do very little, if anything to at least wet the bottom.

Keep posting your depressive statements, maybe someone will read your pity and offer a salve, I won't. I too suffer from depression, very severe and debilitating, but at least I am trying to do something proactive to get me out of the hole I have been drilling in my couch's cushion these last  5 years.

You might want to try being proactive - maybe, just maybe you'll have a nice day for a change.

It may seem that way to you now but what you are witnessing is the aftermath, of the spectacle.

It wouldn't be so bad if people weren't so predictable. When I go up to a girl I know there is a 99% chance she will reject me, but I do it anyway, like hoping to win the lottery. 

I gave up hope a long time ago. Bane in Batman says hope is one of the worst kind of mental illnesses, since it just increases the amount of disappointment. I know hormones won't magically transform me into a girl. But I hope, that maybe I can convince just 1%, just 1% that I'm pretty. Even though, relationships are pretty much ultimately shallow nowadays. Since the very idea of taking hormones verifies the fact that all people care about is looks these days.

I was actually rated as, one of the top 10 most beautiful women in the world. Using clever lighting and camera exposure settings to make me look more pale. Yet none of that applies to my real life. In real life I am love-starved and never get positive attention. Because in real life I don't pass and look much worse than my photos. There are some transwomen who look good in all photos and at all angles. I am not one of those.
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Post  MichaelaSJ on Sat Oct 27, 2018 6:48 pm

Angelic wrote:I gave up hope a long time ago.
Try reading this every morning as you awake:
Hope is the Thing with Feathers

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chillest land
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.

Emily Dickinson
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If that doesn't work, pick up a copy of Woody Allen's 'Without Feathers' - at least you can laugh for a while.

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