It's just February in my life

Hey all.

So, back in October of last year, I was suppoooooosed to be getting married.
Didn't happen, sadly.
I have a great wedding dress though.
Not sure what I'm supposed to do with it.

D'arcy is still my gf, we are still in love with each other. Likely never getting married.
But she visits me, and I plan to visit her, a lot.
We still enjoy all we had, but there's no sign of a wedding.

We might someday end up living together, but it is hard to say.
She can NOT live in Lindsay (even though she spends plenty of time here just the same).
I'm kinda trapped in Lindsay (I am so never going to find a replacement for my place it seems).
She likes that she can connect with her son here at my place.

So my life, while not complicated, refuses to be convenient.
I have no expectation to do anything big meaningful and epic in 2020.
Unless big and epic involves building my models.
I've got an urge to do a lot of bike riding.
I'm supposed to be saving up to go see dad in England.

But overall, I think 2020 will be mainly focused on doing a lot of relaxing.
No big plans, no big life-altering decisions.
Just a lot of staying out of trouble.
Possibly watching a lot of anime (because real-world movies just don't grab me).

Hi Lesley,

You know what? I think you'll be ok, coz you got good attitude. Keep on with all the things ya love and you know what, life is beautiful!!! You never know what's round the corner, well true enough things go bad, but then good things happen too. You'll see, something nice will happen! And keep that dress nice and safe, you may well need it someday soon!!!!

Celia xx

I am glad you are in a better place.